“It’s a waste of time for me to play a beginner”, said the best ping pong player at Bryant Park today at lunch. OH MY GOD I am talking to the best pong player in frigging Bryant Park, it is like a beginner chess-player finally meeting A Chess Master… A total no-chance. He is also […]
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I am over the moon… Not sure why this one in particular but hey! I’ll take it.
This was not give up sugar and keep eating granola. No. This was no sugar, no flour, no grains, no syrups or brown molasses or agave or anything close. Nothing. The real #nosugar. My grandmother gave me my first cup of coffee (Instant) with 3 SUGARS at age 6. Then she talked to me as […]
It’s not improving but unfolding that makes us grow. We are fine the way we are, and it makes me uncomfortable when someone tries to tell me something that will “make” me better. Our own process is precious, unique, special, and nobody knows what the next best step is, not even us. Still there is […]
I already have the lethal dose, the 7 mg of Amitriptyline, it’s easy to get the rest for the suicidal cocktail. Now what? I’m scared that’s what. What if it doesn’t work and the psycho-psychiatrist I have at the moment gets me in a hospital under his control. He was talking frigging electroshock the last time […]